Thursday, June 30, 2011

Day 5 (cont.): I'd wanted a jarring, life-changing experience...


I told Lenah the story about how I almost went on an expedition with my adviser to Niger last fall… so ironic… The main reason I wanted to go was that I honestly wanted a life-changing experience. I wanted to experience something jarring, even terrifying at times, to break out of my shell of security and ignorance and get a dose of reality in another part of the world. I decided not to go to Niger because the situation there became too dangerous to justify going at all.

Who could have known that I would experience all of this in Egypt instead. I got my jarring, life-changing experience after all: I have experienced new lows and new highs this week, emotional extremes I had never known before, but emotions I had always wondered about, and in a perhaps irrational way, had always wanted to experience…

I really felt what it’s like to be a parent last night. I care about my friends so much, and I was so worried and so afraid and so livid because of them. I am also feeling insulted that they’ve been ignoring and disregarding repeated warnings from Tanya, from Sara, and from myself. This is not a game, this is not some grand adventure for them to enjoy. They NEED to take the situation and themselves seriously.

I am going to relay the following quote to Samira to include in her article for the Maroon (the UChicago student newspaper):
“We are witnessing the Egyptian Revolution. It has been brewing for 30 years and suddenly it has ignited with unprecedented rapidity and strength. The entire world – including the rest of Egypt – is amazed with the turn of events. Even Egyptians are remarking that they have never seen Egyptians act this way, demonstrating with such passion and determination and collective strength – and peacefully. Despite the apparent chaos in the images of burning buildings and trucks and wounded protesters, this was a peaceful protest as far as demonstrations go. The violence was initiated by the government, by uniformed and un-uniformed police, and the protesters were attacking the government only. Things could easily have gotten completely out of control, but the Egyptians remained peaceful and did not instigate the violence. The Egyptians handled the demonstrations beautifully yesterday. They are not simply creating chaos – they are revolting against the government and protecting their country. I am so proud of the Egyptian people, and so impressed. Now all over the world, Egyptians are being regarded as heroes, martyrs, role models of forceful but peaceful anti-government protest.
Unfortunately the Egyptian President has done nothing but provoke the situation. It was infuriating to watch Hosni Mubarak spit in the face of the country last night. These demonstrations will continue until Mubarak steps down. It really rests on the United States government now to react responsibly and to answer the questions that everyone has been afraid to ask all this time.
Even with the risks involved, there is nowhere I would rather be right now than in Cairo. I feel very privileged to be living through these historic events with Egyptians.”

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

DAY 5: A strange dream involving Velociraptors; In the eye of the hurricane...


Saturday, January 29, 2011

8:00am

Slept an uneasy three and a half hours on a couch with the TV on. I dreamt, among other things, that everyone was abandoning their stores and clearing out because of the demonstrations. The owner of the local corner grocery store was trying to get rid of all the food left in his store for whatever money people were willing to give so he could pack up his belongings and leave. Then I was in a department store, trying to gather all my belongings quickly before the danger arrived – which turned out to be a swarm of baby velociraptors. We didn’t make it. We were overrun by raptors.

9:00am

Lenah (my cousin) and I are sitting in front the TV evaluating the situation…

Things have calmed down for now. The real army arrived around 4am this morning and took control of the city. People were cheering in the streets and hugging the soldiers. Tanks are everywhere with “Yaskut Mubarak” (“Down with Mubarak”) spray-painted on them. All the footage shows excited and bandaged civilians flashing peace signs at the camera. Egyptians are hilarious.
   
Some remain in Tahrir Square and other streets, but almost everyone has gone home to rest, recover, and plot for a new wave of riots starting this afternoon, supposedly around 3pm. We are only in the eye of the hurricane...

Demonstrations are being held in Paris, Istanbul, and Washington DC in support of Egypt. Demonstrations continue in Yemen (since Thursday) and in Jordan (since three weeks ago) and Lebanon (since… one week ago?)… Who’s next??? All the corrupt governments of the Middle East must be pulling their hair right now.

Now that I am no longer panicking, I am feeling immensely proud of my cousins for joining the demonstrations yesterday. Honestly, if I were a legal Egyptian citizen, I would be out there with them today. I am also thanking Lenah for not going into the street herself, as much as she would love to, because I need her here with me to help calm my nerves and keep me sane (plus her parents would completely freak out).

We are still marveling at how admirably the protesters handled themselves last night. We feared that things would get out of hand and they would really go crazy and lose control, but in fact they were peaceful the entire time. They did not instigate the violence. The government was initiating the violence the whole time. Lenah says they were surprised – they really thought the Egyptian people might become violent, but they didn’t. I am so proud. Dad said yesterday that he was amazed, that he has never seen Egyptians act this way, and he was so impressed with how beautifully Egyptians are handling the demonstrations.

I have always been proud to be an Egyptian, but now I am more proud than ever.

Back Online

Hello Dear Readers,

After a long journey through trials and triumphs leading up to graduation from college, followed by a short and sweet field season in the Big Horn Mountains of Wyoming, and moving, I am BACK and ready to resume writing.

The revolution in Egypt continues  - just today there were new demonstrations in Tahrir Square to protest the complacency and delay of the new government in putting old corrupt officials on trial. The crowd, I'm told, was largely composed of family members of the 800+ people who lost their lives during the revolution.

I still have much to recount of my tale, and many thoughts I would like to share with you, so keep reading...

~Sara